When I Kill You by B.A. Paris
My rating: 4 of 5 stars
**3.5-stars rounded up**
A fun and fast-paced Popcorn Thriller from one of my go-to Thriller authors, B.A. Paris. Paris never fails to pull me in and keep me guessing throughout her stories.

In this novel, the Reader follows Nell Masters, but it seems that the Reader isn’t the only person following dear Nell. Nell has a stalker. She knows it. She can feel them watching her. Work, home and everywhere in between. There’s nowhere she feels safe.
Nell thinks the stalker may be tied to her dramatic past. Fourteen years ago, Nell was actually Elle Nugent. She witnessed a young coed getting into a car, and shortly thereafter the young woman’s dead body was found.
Elle became obsessed with finding the girl’s killer. She was right there, she saw her just before she was murdered. She saw the car she got into. Elle’s digging leads her to suspect a man named Brett Parker and her suspicions push her down a very dangerous path.

Unfortunately, Elle’s obsession ended in disaster, and now she feels those past actions are coming back to haunt her. Has someone from that dark past figured out her new identity and tracked her down? Is someone out for revenge?
I didn’t even read the synopsis for this prior to picking it up. I see B.A. Paris’s name on the cover and I’m going to read it. There’s no question about it.
The story is told via Nell/Elle’s perspective, both past and present, and weaves together how her past choices have shaped her into the individual she is today. The audiobook, narrated by Georgia Maguire, was very convincing. It felt like I was truly listening to Nell tell her story.

There were also snippets from what appears to be some sort of journal. These added a nice mixed media feel to the overall narrative. These snippets are mysterious, perhaps written by the stalker?
I liked following along as the truth of this story unfolded. Because of her past, Nell had a hard time trusting other people, but at the point we meet her, she has created a small circle of friends and even has a promising love interest.
As the story progresses, Nell becomes more and more paranoid that someone is onto her and that someone wants her to pay for her past. I enjoyed how the intensity continued to build throughout and I thought the conclusion was satisfying.

Thank you to the publisher, Macmillan Audio and St. Martin’s Press, for providing me with copies to read and review. This was so entertaining and I recommend it to anyone who enjoys an OTT-fast and fun Thriller.











































