Review: Our Cut of Salt by Deena Helm

Our Cut of SaltOur Cut of Salt by Deena Helm
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

Our Cut of Salt is one of those novels where I feel like I shouldn’t even be reviewing it. Who am I to provide my opinion on what is clearly a passion project for an author with more knowledge on this subject than I could ever have?

Then I remind myself that I’m not judging anything, all I’m doing is providing my opinion based on my personal reading experience. I’m not a critical reader. I’m not really ever evaluating the merits of a story, I’m just relaying the experience I had with it to y’all, so you can decide for yourself if you would like to read it or not.

I’m only mentioning this, because when I got to the end of this book, it was really hard for me to come up with a star rating. It was almost like when you read someone’s memoir, like how do you ‘rate’ someone else’s life story.

I know this is a fictional account, but it’s based in a difficult reality. Would I recommend you read it? Yeah, I absolutely would. It’s excellent.

A heart-wrenching, beautifully-told story of generational trauma, identity and place. Though quite Literary, which isn’t a go-to subgenre within Horror for me, I am so glad that I stepped outside my comfort zone and read it.

I was so impressed with the way Helm told this story. The structure really pulled me in. We’re following Marina, a Palestinian-American woman, who returns to Palestine to visit her recently deceased Grandmother’s childhood home. Her Grandmother, Nuhad, left Haifa in 1948 after the Nakba, but always kept the city in her heart.

Marina’s Mom, Haifa, named for the city that her own mother lost, also plays a prominent role in the story. We get all three women’s perspectives in a story that spans generations and helps to show the repercussions and length of war, occupation and resulting generational traumas.

The audiobook, narrated by Victoria Nassif, helped to bring this difficult story even more to life for me. I was swept up in Nassif’s narration and absolutely flew through this. I highly recommend that format if you can get it.

Another aspect of this that I really appreciated is that there is a place that becomes a character unto itself. I love when that happens. You don’t see it very often, but when it’s done, and done well, I think it can be so impactful.

An example would be Tiffany McDaniel’s On the Savage Side, where a local river is given a perspective on the tragedies happening within a town. I always love a true sense of place in a story and the way this is done is great. The history and feeling, the desperation. It’s so well done.

As someone who believes history can be held in the lands around us, the good and the bad, the feelings and traumas that may have occurred on the grounds we walk on, I don’t feel like that ever really goes away. You can feel it if you’ve ever been to certain places with a deep or dark history. I love when an author brings that idea to their stories like this.

As a haunted house story, this is absolutely unique and a truly powerful story. While not something I would typically gravitate towards, it did read a bit Literary for my tastes, I still walked away awed and impressed.

Helm should be so proud of this story. I think it’s going to deeply impact a lot of Readers.

Thank you so much to the publisher, Tor Nightfire and Macmillan Audio, for providing me with copies to read and review. I’m excited to read more from Helm in the future. This was a very well written story.

View all my reviews

Murder Most Haunted (A Midge McGowan Mystery #1) by Emma Mason

Murder Most Haunted (A Midge McGowan Mystery, #1)Murder Most Haunted by Emma Mason
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

As a retirement gift, Midge McGowan receives a ticket to take part in a weekend ghost-hunting tour of an isolated mansion. There’s a handful of another attendees, such as a know-it-all paranormal investigator, and a former pop star.

Midge keeps her past as a detective to herself, and is fairly quiet as the weekend kicks off. The other attendees personalities are big enough, she really doesn’t need to say much. When a snowstorm strands the group after a murder takes place, Midge thinks, it’s just her luck.

It’s not just the murder though, there are other mysterious things happening around the mansion, and people’s behavior begins to reflect the pressure they’re under. Midge begins to investigate.

Is something paranormal responsible, or is there an evil human in their midst?

I had a lot of fun with this book. The audiobook was well-narrated and I enjoyed Midge, as well as the other misfit characters. It was such an odd group, and their interactions kept me on my toes.

I’m not quite sure why the overall rating for this is a bit lower, but I had a blast with it. I love when weather plays a role in a story, usually trapping a cast in some horrible situation, and that’s exactly what happened here. A blizzard made it impossible for help to reach them after the murder, so they were really left to their own devices.

Midge was definitely the odd person out amongst this group, but I like how over time, she started making in-roads with certain characters, and they came to appreciate her in their own ways. She definitely brought some knowledge and skills to the mansion that surprised them all.

There’s a sequel to this releasing soon and I’m excited to pick it up. I believe it’s a mystery set on a train, which is another thing I love. I would recommend this to Cozy Mystery readers who like a bit of substance. It’s a Cozy, yes, but it does have some darker subject matter and it also gets a little more serious at times.

Overall, I thought this was a great start to a series. I’m sure the further I get into it, the more attached I’ll get to Midge. She certainly is a bit different for a protagonist, and I find her to be refreshing.

Thank you to the publisher, Harper Audio, for providing me with a copy to read and review. I’m looking forward to continuing on with this series.

View all my reviews

Review: The Need by Megan Mostyn-Brown

The NeedThe Need by Megan Mostyn-Brown
My rating: 3 of 5 stars

**2.5-stars rounded up **

I finished The Need over 10-days ago, and I’ve been putting off writing this review. I am honestly at a loss for words. I really don’t have much to say about it.

It was rough for me. I can see its merits though, so wanted to give it at least a 3-star rating upon finishing. In hindsight though, sitting here now, trying to come up with something to say, I’m struggling.

The concept is great. I liked the idea that in the world of this story, there are people who carry a genetic disorder that requires them to eat human flesh. We follow a family, Talia, and her two teen children, Sam and Rosie. Talia and Sam have the condition, but Rosie does not.

Because of their ‘need’, no matter where they go, they end up getting in a spot of trouble, usually meaning Sam will kill and eat someone they know. After that happens, they need to flee. They live under assumed names and it’s a very lonely, nomadic lifestyle, especially for Rosie.

That’s the basic set-up, and in the beginning my interest was definitely piqued. I was excited to see where the author would take it, and I was happy that we were getting all three perspectives in the family. I thought initially we would just be getting the kids, so I was glad when we got our first section of Talia’s perspective.

However, soon we were getting a lot more other perspectives outside of the family, that to me, were the downfall of this story. I would have much rather stayed focused on their immediate family and gone from there.

It also, somehow, became incredibly boring. There was nothing happening, certainly nothing with the kind of intensity, or gore, I’m looking for when I pick up a Horror novel of this type.

Overall, the execution felt messy. Honestly, I hated how many different perspectives there were. I know I mentioned it before, but I just can’t get over that decision.

I almost feel like if the author was going to do that, all the perspectives, it could have worked better as a series, maybe a trilogy, like Justin Cronin’s The Passage series. That way, we could have some characters being followed in the 1st book, different ones in the 2nd, and then maybe everyone together in the 3rd.

In fact, now that I’ve said that, this does remind me in some ways of The Passage, a series I DNFed after the 1st-book. Maybe if you loved that series, this could work for you. I also think this could work for readers of Darker Literary stories that are more character-focused, than plot-focused.

At the end of the day, I’m glad I gave it a shot, but it’s definitely a bit of a disappointing read for me. Alas, we can’t love them all and that’s just my opinion. If it sounds interesting to you, you should absolutely give it a shot.

Thank you to the publisher, Del Rey, for providing me with a copy to read and review. I appreciate it!

View all my reviews

Review: Look What the Cat Dragged In by Jason Rekulak

Look What the Cat Dragged InLook What the Cat Dragged In by Jason Rekulak
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

Look What the Cat Dragged In follows a successful young illustrator, Penny Padget, who has a series inspired by her beloved cat, Popcorn. She’s under-pressure to crank out the 4th-installment when Popcorn goes missing, via an open window, in a horrendous snowstorm.

Penny immediately rallies the troops, aka. her friends, but in spite of leaving no stone unturned, they’re unable to locate Popcorn. In the aftermath, Penny is obviously devastated. How can she move forward with her sweet angel, her best friend, her muse, Popcorn, missing?

Penny’s boyfriend, Dean, who she lives with, tries everything to cheer her up, but nothing seems to work. Nevertheless, he persists and wants to return to their normal life. He ends up talking her into joining him for a very lavish work event set at a private estate.

It’s there that Penny meets, Godfrey, a opinionated male cat who takes an instant liking to her. Seeing how Godfrey has literally attached himself to Penny, Godfrey’s owner implores Penny to cat-sit for her while she travels overseas. After a brief discussion, Penny reluctantly agrees.

Not long after Godfrey enters their home, things begin to change, and not in a good way. Penny is losing time, hearing things and having disturbing nightmares. Godfrey’s behavior has also changed. He’s gone from attentive and affectionate to downright creepy and stalkerish.

Dean is zero help. Penny has a hard time explaining all the things that are happening whilst he’s away at work, but even when she does, he brushes off her concerns. Then her health begins to fail. She’s being changed. It’s like she’s under attack by some malevolent force.

We follow Penny as she desperately tries to get to the bottom of what is happening in their house, and to her. She’s in a tough spot, with unbelievable claims. Will anyone be able to help her escape her dire circumstances?

I had an absolute blast with this book. I found it so utterly compelling and entertaining. It’s fun and wacky AF, and just so creative and satisfying. If I had to comp it, I would describe it as Black Sheep meets Rosemary’s Baby, with CATS!

The audiobook is fantastic. The stellar narration of Stephanie Németh-Parker truly brings Penny’s character to life. I felt like her delivery was spot on for what Penny might have been feeling in certain moments. It just made the story so engaging for me.

I highly recommend the audiobook format if you can get it.

I loved how Rekulak presented the more occult elements as well. It had a richly-dark humor to it that I found so fun. I know a lot of people don’t like horror and humor mixed, but for me, it’s one of my favorite combinations.

I’m a spooky-ooky, horror-loving girlie, but I also like having laughs with my stories. Sure, there’s a time and place. If you have a grief-focused Horror novel, I wouldn’t pepper in TOO much humor, but with a story like this, absolutely. Bring it on. I think Rekulak did a great job balancing the creepiness with the lighter, entertaining bits.

And for the most part, the humor for me was just Penny’s thoughts; her dry delivery of all the things happening. It was wild, and like, if you didn’t laugh, you’d cry, you know?

I think this is my favorite novel from Rekulak thus far. It checked off so many of the things I look for when searching for a story like this. I wouldn’t say it was perfect, but I didn’t really need it to be. I still had an amazing time with it and I can’t wait to get a hard copy for my collection.

Thank you so much to the publisher, Macmillan Audio, for providing me with a copy to read and review. This has cemented Rekulak as a must-read author for me. I cannot wait for whatever is next!

View all my reviews

Review: The Salvage by Anbara Salam

The Salvage: A NovelThe Salvage: A Novel by Anbara Salam
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

**3.5-stars rounded up**

The Salvage is an atmospheric Historical Horror novel set on Cairnroch, a small island off the coast of Scotland, in the Winter months of 1962-63. We follow Marta Khoury, a trailblazing marine archeologist, who arrives to the island to explore a Victorian shipwreck recently freed from Arctic ice.

The wreck holds the remains of a celebrated explorer, as well as the spoils of his final expedition. On her first dive down to the ship, Marta does find what she was expecting as far as the explorer and his treasures go, but she also sees something unexpected. A dark figure, a shadow, lurking amongst the wreckage. How is that possible?

When a record-breaking winter freeze strands Marta on Cairnroch, she ends up developing a friendship with a local woman, Elsie, who works at the island’s only hotel. We get Marta’s day-to-day as she tries to navigate life on the island, among the locals, and far from her regular life.

After artifacts from the ship begin disappearing, Marta and Elsie are forced to hunt for them before anyone, most notably, Marta’s employers, find out they’re missing. With the pressures of work, and this feeling that something darker is haunting her, Marta’s looking forward to the thaw that seems will never come.

This was really good. I think Salam did an excellent job setting the scene and developing Marta’s character. While the content ended up being much more Literary than I tend to gravitate towards, it was saved by the great atmosphere and subtle creepiness. I also did become attached to Marta and was truly interested in her circumstances.

I was definitely invested in the plot, and while the ending went a bit against my tastes, I still think Salam did a great job with the story overall. There’s something so eerie about being stranded on a remote island during an icy winter. I should know, I live on one, and it’s one of my favorite, though unsettling, yearly events.

I would recommend this to Literary, or Historical, Horror Readers. Particularly if you’re an atmosphere girlie like myself. I also found Marta’s profession as a marine archeologist to be unique and it brought a lot to the story.

Anyone interested in stories involving creepy, underwater habitats should also check this one out.

Thank you to the publisher, Tin House, for providing me a copy to read and review. I’d definitely be interested in reading more from Anbara Salam in the future.

View all my reviews

Review: Nightjars by Michael Wehunt

NightjarsNightjars by Michael Wehunt
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

Nightjars exceeded all of my expectations. I absolutely lost myself in this gritty and gripping story that beautifully blends Horror and Crime Fiction. At the end, I was brought to tears! Me! Brought to tears.

I hardly even realized how attached I had become to this group of characters until the very end, as everything was coming to a head, it made me so emotional. Wehunt definitely sneaked up on me with that.

How dare you, Michael.

This story follows Luke, who at the start of the novel is out on a first date with a woman he met at his bookstore. They’re having solid conversation, when she gets up and excuses herself to the restroom. She never returns.

Luke is confused, and even more so when he discovers that she’s left a disturbing photograph underneath her napkin. A photo that shows Luke, as a child, with a clearly dead body in his bedroom, and a grown man wearing a mask. He has no recollection of the event depicted in the image.

Following this unsettling evening, more photos arise, shaking Luke to his core. His brain is whirring as it tries to make sense of these gruesome photos. We find out Luke has a dark past. His father was a killer, and Luke has struggled his whole life trying to come to terms with his father’s legacy, but is there more to it than even he realized?

We also follow Luke’s ex-wife, Kristen. They have a young daughter, and although they are no longer together, Kristen still cares about him. When Luke is accused of a current string of murders, Kristen knows it’s not true and sets out to help him prove his innocence.

The Publisher’s synopsis describes this as Memento meets Dracula and that’s absolutely accurate. The Crime Fiction vibes that Wehunt delivers in this are excellent, and the way he blends in the Horror, OMG, it’s so good.

I would comp this to titles such as Coffin Moon by Keith Rosson, Bone White by Ronald Malfi, The Devil Takes You Home by Gabino Iglesias, Blood Like Mine by Stuart Neville, or even The Outsider by Stephen King.

If you’re a fan of novels like this, mixing gritty Crime Fiction with potentially Supernatural Horror, I would absolutely recommend that you check out Nightjars.

Additionally, I highly recommend the audio format of this book. It’s dual narrated by Matt Godfrey and Zura Johnson, providing the voices for Luke and Kristen respectively. There’s also some disturbing voice effects in some of the creepier moments. I was jump scared more than once when they would pop up, which was fun.

Overall, this is such a riveting read. I got to the end and let out the proverbial breath I didn’t realize I’d been holding. It was that powerful and compelling. I loved it.

Thank you so much to the publisher, St. Martin’s Press and Macmillan Audio, for providing me copies to read and review. I definitely need to pick up a hard copy of this one for my collection. After this, I cannot wait to see what Wehunt comes up with next!

View all my reviews

Review: That Which Feeds Us b Keala Kendall

That Which Feeds UsThat Which Feeds Us by Keala Kendall
My rating: 3 of 5 stars

That Which Feeds US is a Gothic Hawaiian YA Horror story that follows a young woman, Lehua, searching for her missing twin sister, Ohia.

Lehua and Ohia, like many other native Hawaiians, are part of the Hawaiian diaspora, meaning they no longer live in their ancestral homelands. Lehua and Ohia were moved to Arizona by their Mom, and spent a good part of their childhoods living there with their grandparents.

Meanwhile, back in Hawaii, the home of generations of their family, luxury resort locations abound, providing dream vacations for the world’s wealthiest citizens.

Kōpaʻa Island Resort is just one of those exclusive destinations, and Lehua discovers it’s also Ohia’s last known location. She ends up following her sister’s trail there. The luxury wellness retreat is known for its persimmon orchard and promises of rejuvenation.

There’s no wifi, and no cell service. Visitors are completely cut off from the rest of civilization. While the rich and famous may find this refreshing, Lehua finds it unsettling and stifling. Nevertheless, she has to see it out. She needs to find Ohia and this could be her only chance.

As Lehua investigates, she learns more than she ever expected about the former plantation’s dark past, as well as the history of the people that lived there. Through haunting visions and mysterious warnings, Lehua fights to find the one she loves, but will she be successful, or end up swallowed up like so many others before her?

This is an important story, and it’s equally a very good story. This is representation that we don’t see a lot of, or at least I haven’t come across a lot of it, particularly in the YA Horror, or Thriller/Dark Fiction space.

I feel like I first heard the term, ‘priced out of paradise’, when Iam Tongi, a Hawaiian singer, who was a contestant on American Idol, mentioned it when explaining to the judges why he and his family no longer lived in his native state. This novel does an amazing job of exploring that very real life concern of many native Hawaiians.

I love Iam Tongi, and I’m so grateful that he won. I hope he’s been able to fulfill his dream of moving his family back to Hawaii, but not a lot of people are going to blessed enough to come into the kind of success he has in order to move back with costs the way they are currently.

In this story, Lehua and Ohia are orphaned by the time they’re teens. They come up in a system that has no connection to their cultural heritage. Ohia, in an effort to reconnect with their past, finds a spot working in this resort that’s essentially exploiting the lands of her ancestors. That was her only choice, she felt.

I liked how Kendall framed this story as Lehua’s hunt for Ohia. I think that set up really well a situation where Lehua could travel to this place and really dig into all aspects of it in order to find clues of Ohia’s fate. With this, it was an easy jump for Kendall to incorporate the real life horrors of the colonial past of the island, and the true ramifications it had on generations to come.

For me, that was the aspect I most appreciated about this novel. The exploration of those topics and the way that Lehua was able to come face to face with those realities via her investigation.

The weaker points for me were the pacing and the descriptions of the horror bits. I found the plot to be a bit meandering and I would have liked Kendall to lean even more into the botanical side of the horror elements, or as an alternative, more into a sense of place for the resort.

The horror at the resort, or the unsettling aspects of the resort, seemed to be the people. It wasn’t as much for me the atmosphere that was making it disturbing. I would have liked even more exploration of things that Lehua was feeling, smelling, sensing just around the place in general.

However, this has excellent bones and I think for Young Readers, the audience for which it is intended, this could be an incredible introduction to Supernatural Thrillers.

I also think there should be a copy of this in every high school library in the country for teens to have access to this type of critical representation.

Thank you so much to the publisher, Random House Books for Young Readers, for providing me with a copy to read and review. I’m definitely planning to read more from Keala Kendall and I hope she keeps on this same track. I’m sure we’re going to have a long and beautiful relationship.

View all my reviews

Review: The River Runs Black (North Country #2) by Tessa Wegert

The River Runs Black (North Country #2)The River Runs Black by Tessa Wegert
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

The River Runs Black is the 2nd-book in Tessa Wegert’s North Country series. I loved her entire Shana Merchant series, the series previous to this one, and highly recommend it if you love Police Procedural Mysteries.

I haven’t yet read the 1st-book in this series, In the Bones, but I did end up checking it out from my local library after I started this one. I’m really looking forward to getting to it!

I actually knew nothing about this going in. I thought it might be set in the same area geographically as the Shana Merchant series, but I had no idea that it’s a spin-off of sorts. I was so stoked to discover that.

While Shana isn’t a main character in this story, her husband, Tim Wellington, is and Shana does make appearances. I’ve really grown to love Shana over the course of the 6-books in that original series, so was delighted to have more access to her and her life.

You might be asking, do I need to read the Shana Merchant series first? My answer to that would be, no, definitely not. This is completely it’s own thing.

You may be inspired to go back and pick up the books in that original series if you end up enjoying this as much as I did, but it’s definitely not a necessity.

The mystery in this novel has a few different pieces. It begins when a local teenager dies of a drug overdose, and subsequently one of the deputies in Shana and Tim’s department ends up making a record-breaking drug seizure along the Canadian border.

While initially celebrated as a victory for the investigative team, little do they know it’s but a pebble in the pond of what is actually going on in Alexandria Bay.

After Lab results end up showing that the drugs that killed the teen, and the drugs recently seized, are not of the same origin, it indicates they have a much bigger problem on their hands than they initially realized.

Once they start seeing it, the evidence of drug activity is everywhere. Adding fuel to the fire of the investigation, two young women end up going missing, and it seems like this mysterious drug ring could be involved.

It’s a race against the clock as Tim and the rest of the team try to find the young women before it’s too late, and rid their town of these dangerous criminal elements.

As mentioned above, even though this doesn’t follow Shana Merchant, it does include many of the characters from the original series, such as Tim, Val and Mac.

I loved that it was set in the same town and I felt like I was already attached to them. It made it very easy for me to just settle into the mystery and get invested.

The setting is the Thousand Lakes region of upstate New York, which sits on the border to Canada, and offers up plenty of room for intriguing cases being on a prominent border. I always love Wegert’s mystery elements. They’re well-plotted and I love the way she paces her reveals and clues. You can always count on plenty of twists and turns.

I feel like the stakes are always high and propulsive. I’m usually at the edge of my seat by the end, wondering how everyone I care about is going to make it out unscathed.

Wegert always does a great job as well developing her characters and sense of place. I feel like after you read this, you’ll want to know more about all of them. I can’t sing Wegert’s praises enough. I’m a big, big fan and highly recommend checking out either series.

Thank you to the publisher, Joffe Books, for providing me with a copy to read and review. I’m locked into this series for the long haul now!

View all my reviews

Review: Wildewood by Jessica Thorne

WildewoodWildewood by Jessica Thorne
My rating: 3 of 5 stars

Wildewood follows Alex as she returns to her ancestral home, Wildewood, after the passing of her twin brother, Theo. Alex has made it a point to stay away from the family’s sprawling gothic estate, and this is her first visit in years.

She lost her father there, and now her brother, both in mysterious circumstances. She wants nothing to do with the property, and just plans to assess it and sell it. It would certainly be a desirable location for a luxury hotel.

Arriving at the property, she encounters Nick, the handsome groundskeeper and her late-brother’s best friend. Nick seems determined to stop Alex from selling the property, but what business is it of his anyway?

After Nick saves her from a near fatal fall, Alex begins to feel an unnatural pull towards the man. It’s like whispers in her ear, thoughts suddenly in her head, it’s overwhelming.

As Alex digs into her family history, and the history of the house, she makes some disturbing discoveries. She may be forced to face some dark truths, and will Nick end up being a help or a hindrance? Time will tell.

This is a good story. I don’t real a lot of Fantasy Romance, but I thought I would give this one a try because of how prominent it sounded like Wildewood, the property, was in the plot. I do love unsettling gothic stories where a place becomes a character unto itself.

This definitely checks that box.

The property itself was very well developed, and included a dark, mysterious forest surrounding the house. I loved the atmosphere and the way unsettling things start occurring during Alex’s stay, increasing as each day passes.

Alex started to feel unmoored, and she was anxious to figure out what was going on with this house, and I liked the mystery surrounding that. The aspect that lost me was unfortunately, the romance. It was okay initially, but then just got a bit heavy-handed for my tastes.

And I hear you, maybe I shouldn’t read Romantasy then, and while I mostly agree with you, I have found some Romantasy novels that I’ve loved, so I know it’s possible. I think it just all depends on the romance itself. Once it borders into cheesy territory, I’m out.

Nevertheless, I know a lot of people are going to love this. Particularly, if you’re more into Paranormal-type Romance stories. This property is very creepy, and Thorne does deliver that atmosphere and sense of uncertainty.

Thank you to the publisher, Bookouture Audio, for providing me with a copy to read and review. The audiobook is very well narrated. Aoife McMahon’s voice and style of narration was perfect for this story.

View all my reviews

Review: Heart of Glass (Wonderland #2) by Jennifer Hillier

Heart of Glass (Wonderland #2)Heart of Glass by Jennifer Hillier
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

Heart of Glass is a follow-up to Jennifer Hillier’s twisty 2015-release, Wonderland. Set at an amusement park, Wonderland ended up being a 5-star read for me. I had a blast with it.

I never expected to be returning to the world of Wonderland, so was delighted when I first heard about Heart of Glass. After all this time though, could it stand up?

This worked great for me!

I’d heard some mixed things about it, so was a little nervous going in, but yeah, I had such a fun time with it, and would recommend it to anyone else who loved Wonderland.

In this book, there’s a few different things happening. It kicks off with a True Crime podcast that interviews The Carnival Killer, the man who was sent to prison for the killings from the 1st-book.

He shocks the nation when he claims that one of the victims, a local high school girl, wasn’t killed by him. He was with her that night, he admits, but he did not kill her.

It’s been 25-years. Why would he be saying this now?

Regardless of his motives, this startling recantation sends shockwaves through Seaside, the small town home of Wonderland. We then get the perspectives of Barb and Nicolette, the two best friends of the murdered girl, Lorelei.

We find out what has become of them since their best friend was brutally murdered. They were with her that night, they met The Carnival Killer, who was calling himself Sam at the time. They witnessed him and Lorelei making out, but what else happened that night? Lorelei never returned home, and their lives were forever impacted by that fact.

Not only do we get the podcast, and the two women’s perspectives, but we also get flashbacks to the past and what really happened on the night that Lorelei disappeared.

I found this to be incredibly well-plotted. I was hooked from the start. The audiobook production was fabulous and featured some of my favorite narrators. It also included fun sound effects, which made it extra engaging, IMO.

I do think perhaps the audio format would be the best way to take in the story actually. So, if you have that available to you, I highly recommend it.

Another notable aspect of this is the reality show angle. Nicolette, in her life since Seaside, has become a star on a popular reality show, think Real Housewives. So, there’s a lot in here just about that and her life, which was fun.

Even though I don’t watch reality television, the exceptions being some competitions shows like Survivor, DWTS and The Traitors, I have found that I really enjoy the incorporation of reality tv characters in my fiction for some reason.

It was fun for me too just seeing Barb and Nicolette as adults. Their lives had both changed so much since they were teens, and it was interesting watching them coming together again for a common goal.

I love Hillier’s writing. She’s great at character creation, and always has fantastic pacing and fun reveals. She never fails to draw me in and keeps me invested and at the edge of my seat. This was such a delightful and engrossing read.

Thank you to the publisher, Macmillan Audio, for providing me with a copy to read and review. I look forward to whatever Hillier has coming next!!!

View all my reviews